1.40pm: I can't do this anymore. What more is there to go through. I am tired. I am so tired. Understanding the world and growing older comes at a price, suddenly you realise that evil is so prevailent. Evil everywhere, sin and desire, desire and sin. A cloak of melancholy has just been thrown over my head. I know if I remove the M.Cloak I will see the light of Day 2, and day 3 and day 4 and day 5 and day one hundred and twenty three, but no... In the light I realise everything, in the light I see everything and feel everything and it is absolutely terrible. Let me hide in this Darkness, for Light has lost its worth.